Tuesday, October 30, 2012

About Time

I have always loved to write. In high school I kept diary after diary and had big dreams that one day I would walk into Barnes and Noble and see my book sitting there on the shelf. Well that hasn't happened yet, but who knows, maybe it still will. I tend to be a big dreamer. Well somewhere between high school and my near entry into the 30's my writing has slowly fizzled out. Not that I don't want to, but life has gotten busy. I sit here now regretting it. You see my mind is a constant movie making, going 100 mph machine. I wish I had that madness written down so I could look back now and laugh and be amazed over what has happened the last several years. But oh well, no looking back with regrets...I live my life looking forward, I live my life with what can I do to make today better than yesterday.

So after one after another of confirmation and nudging...I finally sat down and said "I'm going to do this"! So I begin this blog with two purposes. The first is for me. It has happened one to many times when God is speaking BIG things to me, and then a month later I can't remember it. I don't want to forget. If my Heavenly Father, the one who created this Earth and everything in it, is speaking to me, no way do I want to forget and loose those precious words. I want to look back and be reminded of what He has done for me and that He has always been with me, He has never forgotten me. The second purpose has just evolved in the last 7 months. I write this for my baby girl and any other children that may or may not come. It's not much. But I hope one day these words will bring comfort, love and hopefully direction to you Lana. I hope I am a living example of the One who created you. I hope I help lead you towards Christ and not away. I love you my child.
So here goes....this is the journey of...becoming Laura Rassi.

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I am the person I am today because of this group. There has been good times and bad times, but they have all contributed to who I have become. I hold each memory close to my heart. I wouldn't change one thing about my past. Each moment has taught me more about Christ. Lana take each moment, good or bad, and learn from it. Don't hold onto life with grudges, life is to short. Live life constantly loving and forgiving. With that mindset you'll never have regrets.